Becca, 35 and a Lutheran pastor in Philadelphia, has been so busy taking care of her parishioners, she hasn’t yet let herself heal from the death of her stillborn son.   Now living with a chronic illness that will prevent her from ever having children biologically, Becca has been struggling to accept both the illness and the idea of not having a child naturally.  Although she’s a pastor, her faith has been tested and she’s not sure she can hear God anymore.  Becca is hoping this retreat will allow her to let go of her grief and open herself up to adoption, and by doing so, maybe bring her closer to God again.